In her I entrusted my deepest secrets of love. They were terribly misplaced. I know now that I made a terrible mistake. Because she told him and he told her and she told them now my secret is gossip that everyone has heard. More than secrets have been misplaced in this 13 year long life. And now trust, hope, privacy, and a dream of a new start have been more than misplaced. Those rights have been distroyed and many more still to come. I should have known right from the start that this would happen. It has happened in this life time before and will happen again. Nothing can change and nothing ever does.